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Just wanted to write this tonight before my thoughts shifts to something else.
To all my friends who thinks no one prayed for you, I wanted to let you know that I included you in my prayer, to have peace, to stay safe and in your struggles still to have a nice day. If ever I failed to say hi, and turn back a smile, there is me who talks to God about you.
To any of my friends who thought I am mad at them, don’t get it wrong. I love you. If ever you made fault and failed to say sorry, I have in advance forgiven you. Love conquers hatred, so what’s a single or two faults can stop me from being your friend? I might fail to ask how your day, or send a thought about you. But hey, it is most likely if ever I have some moments to remember, you are one of them.
To my friend who thinks right now you are ugly and good at nothing. I am praising you in silence. Maybe I should have told you to brighten your day, but failed, but the last time I checked God said, he looked at his creation and it was all good.
To my friends who I haven’t talked for long, thinking I have forgotten you, maybe I have some reason I keep as secret. No, I didn’t stop caring, loving or any sort of negative things as you think. Maybe you are not just asking me. But from what I know, I always love, I always care, and if you have some sort of story and problems to share, I might be busy but I am always willing to listen.
To anyone a friend or not as they think they are, if ever I have loved you in a different way, and I stopped sending a thought and you felt bothered. Hey, if you care, seize a day and ask me, maybe a single night of talking could change the next days.