I almost have no emotions lately and the only emotions left within me is how much I love you and care about you. I love you so deeply that without you it feels like I am going to die. Now I am so torn about telling you again how much I feel towards you or to set off what I feel and move forward and focus myself to every day routine, I am in now, yet I love you so much. I wanted to tell you I love you before leaving my most cherished thoughts and feelings behind. May God keep this love in his hands and our hearts find each other again somewhere in the future to come. My love is a poison without yours, it could only be perfect with your love, but for now, let my heart fall asleep, let my soul rest to where it used to be.